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Putting myself back together has been a little tough. I can't seem to forget her face by candle light, or quite the angle she arched her back at. The laughter that I could get out of her even when she'd given up. I wonder what I meant to her. I wonder every time someone leaves, how do they sanitize things, cut off the bonds? What do they keep, what do they burn? How do they think of the person they just left behind. How do they think of me? I'm not sad at this point, just morbidly curious. Will she idealize me, or demonize me? I hope things go well for her, and I hope she smiles when she thinks about the time we spent together. I don't think so, though.
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